better off

I was driving through St. Paul yesterday when I saw a huge crowd of protestors around the capitol. They all looked like students. I didn't think anything of it....people stand around that area with signs and such all the time. When I went by again, I caught a glimpse of their signs. I rolled down my window while i was stopped at the light. I couldn't pick up on much of what they were saying nor have I bothered reading a paper to read precisely what it was about...but I noticed it was something related to budget cuts for education. I thought it was refreshing to see people with purpose rather than the usual protestors supporting or opposing various obscure and controversial political topics. I hate politics. But when I saw these people I was sad. Here were kids wanting to do something with their life and being held back because of money. I became even more sad for myself when I realized i don't even have anything I want to do with my life. These people's future is at the mercy of the state and mine is at the mercy of my apathy. They're better off than me.

My last day of work is Friday. I plan on leaving town Saturday. Not sure what I'm doing yet.